Well, surely.. Its not an easy thing and the human emotions are fairly strong dont you think? It took me a while but I believe its been about a year since i stopped but I still have the thoughts. The human mind has a huge capability of distorting things but it is us that choose to believe it you know? I cant just magically cure everything but I can relate and guide you the best I can. I’m always here to help. If you arent happy because something or someone made you unhappy, that means you let it be that way. nobody can take your faith or happiness away unless you allow it to be, correct? You have to be real and think about somethings and relax. Take things head on and you have to put the effort in to fix things. We can always talk. I hope you have a wonderful day~
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Anonymous asked: How long has it been since you've self harmed or had suicidal thoughts? please... I've been suffering throughout my life and ive been pushed away from so many people. My life is just full of damn karma an im sick of it.. can you please guide me through this. |
It was a moment in time when it finally occurred to me that, I was in love. It was simple, maybe too simple yet it held so much weight in my heart that wasn’t a burden, but happiness. He was a boy with dark hair that glistened like a crow’s feathers in the sun, a boy with a slight glow on his tanned skin, and he had a perfect smile with full lips that would lightly brush my cheeks every now and then. Every moment that I spent with him was incredible; I had never felt the disoriented feeling in my stomach before, the term “ I have butterflies in my stomach” happened in very situation when our brown eyes would glance for just a slight moment. I craved to be in his sturdy arms just so he could cradle me and feel his breath near my ear. I loved everything about my first love and felt in my mind that, we were unstoppable. Not only were we always there for each other, but also we would always protect each other mentally and physically. I can still feel our fingers embracing each other as our palms push together to mark our feelings. I adored everything about him from head to toe. I’m jealous of the sun that gets to see his face every morning, the blankets that keep his body warm in the cold weather, and his chap stick that touches his lips everyday. My first love is my only love. With his undying smile, the sparks in my heart will continue to burst into flames.
Have a stupendous day. Walk as if the world is yours, smile like its your last, and be happy for it is rare~
So please, just because they do it differently, it is no different than how you express it. Both are in distress and both need a helping hand. Why segregate people from what you think is normal and the right way?
No matter how far we are. The silent nights. When the phone doesn’t ring anymore. Waiting for vibrations. The excessive amounts of troubles. The lost of hope. No matter what. You still have a place here. Yeah… Still a warm spot waiting for you in my heart.
Schools been pretty BUSY and we haven’t talked much in a while~ So, How have you guys been my sexy unicorns?
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soudanevermind asked: i think youll fall in love with a guy who will realize how cute yoU ARE OK *sobs* WAHHHHHH MY FEELSS.. TT^TT //cries…im not cute :( You’re too kind thank you c: |
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Anonymous asked: I think you'd fall in love with someone who you can talk on the phone with you for hours on end. Many talents like singing. A silly dork with a good sense of humor, even if they aren't always completely funny. You laugh at their jokes because they're trying to put a smile on your face and it makes you happy no matter what. Someone who accepts you for who you are no matter what background you are from. It doesn't matter what race they are, but it would most likely be someone Asian. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWE <3 I didnt think somebody would leave me a thought :) Oh yes :) I really love talking on the f=phone with the person i like, especially for a long time. Silly dork thats right! I do need a smile now and then. Because of my background and past, it is hard to find someone who accepts me so yes, id lice and embracing guy. LOL and yes, most likely asian~ But it seems that you are right on point about me as well~ thank you, this made me smile. I wish i knew who this was. |
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Anonymous asked: i cant really see your icon can you post it? sure thang :)
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